Butterfly Effect
I watched the Butterfly Effect last month on my way to Portland. But this has nothing to do with that.
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Lately I've been deeply troubled about something I did, not so long ago. Or perhaps more accurate would be to say that I've been regretting something I didn't do. I neglected something that was dear to me, some thing more dear, perhaps, than I'd realized. Even when I realized, I failed to protect it. Now, I stand to lose from it.
I keep reliving those moments, when I'm alone. I could've done something. I could've said something. But I didn't. I failed myself, and have nobody to blame... but myself.
It's the worst feeling in the world, to alone suffer the grief of loss, the guilt of causing it, and the regret of not preventing it.
Nothing in life is reversible.
Posted Wed, August 25, 2004 15:05 by Ginger
meh? Is this something you're going to explain, or are you keeping it vague on purpose?
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